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Maybe Next Year
05:12
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Maybe next year
I’ll finally find that better job
Maybe next year
I can stop reliving each loss
Always at arms length
Keep enough space
At a distance
I can see everything I’m not
Oh everything I’ve lost
I don’t know another way
Left with choices that I’ve made
Every day just feels the same
Nothing seems to change
Maybe next year
I’ll know what it’s like to succeed
Maybe next year
I can find time to stop and breathe
Never get too close
Never far away
From a distance
I can see everything I’m not
Oh everything I’ve lost
I don’t know another way
Left with choices that I’ve made
Every day just feels the same
Nothing seems to change
The night will fall. The day will die. The earth will stay.
There is an end. It will decay. But we remain
Life’s not static nothing’s automatic
We try to run away and hide
There’s no easy escape but we try
Another trip around the sun on this worn down track
Another chance for something new
This world will not last
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This time it's on my own
Minutes from somewhere else
Somewhere I made a wish
With lucky Denver mint
You're not bigger than this, not better
Why can't you learn?
You're not bigger than this, not better
Why can't you learn?
Hurry go on ahead
Good things won't let you wait
I'll catch up when we get home
At home I'll leave
A dollar under water keeps on dreaming for me
You're not bigger than this, not better
Why can't you learn?
You're not bigger than this, not better
Why can't you learn?
You're not bigger than this, not better
Why can't you learn?
You're not bigger than this, not better
Why can't you learn?
Why can't I learn?
Why can't I learn, learn, learn?
Learn, learn, learn
You're not bigger than this, not better
Why can't you learn?
You're not bigger than this, not better
Why can't you learn?
You're not bigger than this, not better
Why can't you learn?
You're not bigger than this, not better
Why can't you learn?
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3. |
I'll Watch You
03:09
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Every day is every night is everything is hard for me now
I don't need it I repeat it I conceded all that I had
I thought I knew you
You thought you knew me too
I never wanted for any of this to hurt
I won't let you take me
I regret you faking
Oh if you say it
It might just come true too
If you watch my back
I'll watch you
I'll watch you too
It goes on and on and on and
On and on it's never ending
What did I do to deserve you
Hit a nerve I won't recover
I open my eyes and it's the same hell
A door revolving an empty wishing well
It won't be long ending
Life may carry on caving
Oh if you say it
It might just come true too
If you watch my back
I'll watch
You don't know what I've been through
You can't ever understand what I've been through
Do you mean it
Do you bleed it
And then it's over
I don't need it
I don't want it
All I want is closure
Who are we then who believes in
Is it this
Who believes it who are we then
It doesn't matter now
It never mattered then
It doesn't matter now
It never mattered then
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4. |
Metal and Dust
04:05
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So you say that you love me
You have to get away
Cuz you say it so callous
That everyone should know
I carry a message in form of RNA
It keeps me from dying
I'll live another day
Is it time to let it go
Showing your full face
To anyone and anything
Is it safe now
I cannot
I cannot
Trust me. It's not your time to die
Trust me. It's not your time to die
Trust me. It's not your time to die
Trust me. It's not your time to die
It looks like we've been dealt a
Shitty hand again
I am ready to lock down
You just tell me when
I'm taking a beating and coming back for more
Not learning our lessons
I'm waking up to war
Giving up every night
Drown in self doubt
I have to fight I have to win
There's no way out
I cannot
I cannot
Trust me. It's not your time to die
Trust me. It's not your time to die
Trust me. It's not your time to die
Trust me. It's not your time to die
Turn your lungs to ash
Metal and dust
Covered in canvas
Shrouded in shrapnel
Sinking in sadness
Metal and dust
Covered in canvas
Shrouded in shrapnel
Sinking in sadness
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Sew the seeds
Sew the seeds to life by packing up to make it right
And all I need
All I need to know
Are you too proud to let it go?
Remember me
Well honestly I don't remember who you are
So it seems
And so it seems tonight
You've got that wild look in your eye
What do you need
What do you need to prove?
The woman that you turn into
Remember me
Well honestly I don't remember who you are
The memory has never been the best
You want a second chance
You stand around your haunted home
Those demons won't leave you alone
Don't forget me when you grow old
Remember me
Well honestly I don't remember who you are
Remember me
Well honestly I don't remember who you are
The memory has never been the best
You want a second chance
The memory has never been the best
You want a second chance
You stand around your haunted home
Those demons won't leave you alone
Don't forget me when you grow old
Remember, remember
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6. |
Fall Awake
04:36
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A walk on your last day
Before you went away
I held your hand so tight
In the city alone tonight
We came for the unknown
Now you're leaving here alone
One last look around to make sure we did not forget anything
Off into the unknown
I will never forget the song that we sang
The echoes of the daily rain that blackens every day
Cold to the touch lost comfort in pain
A purity that I lose with each breath as I fall wake
A walk on your last day
Before we hesitate
I tried to not let go
Afraid it's all I'll ever know
I bring this melody with me
Sing it every night in my sleep
In my dreams I go back to a time when I had no control
The void you left is what makes me whole
I will never forget the song that we sang
The echoes of the daily rain that blackens every day
Cold to the touch lost comfort in pain
A purity that I lose with each breath as I fall awake
Standing at that cliff
I jumped in
Sinking in that sea
By myself
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7. |
Every Day is Halloween
04:38
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The children are waking up now
They're terrified of what's going to happen
The sky is turning it's turning black out
Begin the haunting of every house
Bats and witches and ghosts all that you fear the most
The devil in your mind a spider web
The venom coursing through your veins you feel it
Wake the undead from their sleep
In the graveyard six feet deep
A living nightmare not unseen
Every day is terrifying
Wake the undead from their sleep
In the graveyard six feet deep
A living nightmare not unseen
Every day is halloween
Don't you cry you're gonna die
Are you a skeleton or phantom
Have much fear I'm right here
I'm right here in your mind it's torture
A blood moon is rising up soon
So lock your doors up
Put on your make up
They stalk the pavement
A thirsty vampire
Is tricking you to be terrified
Bats and witches and ghosts all that you fear the most
The devil in your mind a spider web
The venom coursing through your veins you feel it
Wake the undead from their sleep
In the graveyard six feet deep
A living nightmare not unseen
Every day is terrifying
Wake the undead from their sleep
In the graveyard six feet deep
A living nightmare not unseen
Every day is halloween
Don't you cry you're gonna die
Are you a skeleton or phantom
Have much fear I'm right here
I'm right here in your mind it's torture
Don't you cry you're gonna die
Are you a skeleton or phantom
Have much fear I'm right here
I'm right here in your mind it's torture
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8. |
Sick as Your Secrets
03:33
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You are only as sick as your secrets
Another night sleepless repeating your weakness
Every time I think of you
I feel the fear you're going through
Every time I wonder how you trap a mouse
When she never wants it
How you cannot lie
I won't last but I won't die
How you you come around
Aren't you sick of falling down
Opening the blinds dispelling the darkness
You do what kills you and think that it's harmless
Every time I think of you it weighs me down and hurts me to
Every time I wonder how you disavow everything you stood for
How you cannot lie
I won't last but I won't die
How you you come around
Aren't you sick of falling down
How you cannot lie
I won't last but I won't die
How you you come around
Aren't you sick of falling down
Keep running from the pain you love
I'm trying hard to get it right
Keep me telling me that youre ok
I promise you that I'll be fine
Keep running from the pain you love
I swear to you that I am done
Keep me telling me that you're ok
Not giving up I'm breaking down
How you cannot lie
I won't last but I won't die
How you you come around
Aren't you sick of falling down
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